P.S. I love to Fight

When I goeth beyond tis vicinity of vision,
I could discover the story behind this reason ;

For few dreams usurped needed reparation...
Let me put forth my volition,
I ain't ever hold back to any trepidation !

#micropoetry

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It's not just about actions ....

at times,it's just about "intent" !

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I wish to be an Excelsior !

.....last ride !

Yun ajeeb si khamoshi hai iss manzar mein
Jaise kahin koi qaarwaan ab tham saa gaya hai,

Khatm hua ab woh raabtaa zindagi se
Faqat ab kewal yaadon ka nishaan hai....!!

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Happiness is ~ when someone smiles and you are LOST in PLEASURE !

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Truth may not always be blissful but always hurts lesser than lies !

"el adorable"

Human relationships are manifested in various forms with each one of them playing a significant role in shaping and defining our lives.Well, as far as I am concerned and I am sure sure most of you,too, would agree to it-- the bond and the nexus we share with our siblings is the strongest and the most urbane of all. And the reason why I say this is not just owing to some speculation but as construed on account of a mellifluous  journey of love and association I have had with my two brothers over the years since I have been in my senses. We have lived and enjoyed together the best days of our lives.And no wonder why I get nostalgic  while I write this and find myself in the milieu of the moments of the past. Even though we are not at the same place now , but I can put this in the simplest of the ways like this...We Are Always One !!!

Today is Sumit's birthday !

"Sumit"- my sweet little younger brother, though not so little anymore, at least in terms of his height (winks).

It's poignant that for the very first time we are not alongside him to celebrate this special day of his. And it was a kind of serious urge I could sense from inside of me to find an apt way to wish and tell my maudlin brother that he is truly special for all of us. Here is a small token of gift in the form of an ode to him as a  simplistic solution to that inner urge --a short "poetry" dedicated to "el adorable" !!!

Happy Birthday Bruder...You are special :)

MISS You a Lot ....!!!

Here she goes :

With the Culminating moments of togetherness left in spare

This Heart has something special ,dedicated to my little brother, to share

Recalling our sweetest memories from the past to stare

And wishing for every day n night of yours to glare

You came as a blessing , the least I could say

A gift of almighty with whom I could laugh,cry n play

We enjoyed every bit of life with felicity

Shared all joys & sorrows together with unanimity

Getting reminded of each mischief of yours I had to bear

Which put me into moments of embarrassment and at times despair (laughs)

Dearly missing our fights which ended nowhere

And the levity and affection you always had in pair

You're someone full of fervor, love and care

Always on the toes to stand up tall for the just and fair

Maybe a touch on the lower side when it comes to phlegmaticity

But,after all , no human is born with perfection and brevity

May your new journey of life goes furor n fresh

May you reach the zenith of excellence and success

Just a last few words to wind up the rest....

To my loving brother, here I assert "All the Best" !!!

"Anjaam"

Alfaazon ka "anjaam" bas itna ho......

ki zubaan khaamosh rahe aur

nigaahein sab "andaaz-e-bayaan" karein !!!

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Silence is an underestimated version of PEACE !

ShiQan....!

Badi taqleefon ka saamnaa kar lauta hai woh ghar ko....

Woh maathe pe "shiqan" toh kuch yun hi bayaan kar rahi thi !

"SOULS ENTWINED..."

June 15,2014

It goes without saying that it's a kind of futility to describe LOVE . The reason being, the more we try to delineate it , the more tangled it becomes. Yet at the end of the day ,it still stays simple in its own way . As far as my wisdom goes, Love is not just a manifestation of emotions. But , it's the Entwining of Souls -- an entwining , which brings about a serenity to life and exalts the very meaning of HUMANITY. Where the Silence becomes more than just meaningful and "Sync" becomes the denotation of the strength of the unbreakable bond .

Today is the 28th marriage anniversary of my parents.And when I look at them, I just feel elated to proudly accept the very fact that they are the kind of souls who are the personification of the very idea of my imagination of Love. Though it's abstruse to define their long journey in a short poetry , I could not resist myself from corroborating the journey of love and adoration of these "entwined souls" in the best possible way I could.Through them, it's a dedication to all such souls .

May all such SOULS stay united till infinity ...!!!

A serene love beyond explanations,

A mystic Bond defying all conventions,

With their chaste souls in an entwined approbation,

They could discover their hearts in a mercurial collusion.

The beginning could not be submissive,

And the trails were least around impressive.

But something was there that got them moving,

With all the togetherness, the obstacles kept on abridging.

Even the silence somehow became audible,

And the unseen inevitably visible.

Each passing moment making their nexus congenial,

While the universe kept conspiring to help it go ethereal.

They say, "Pairs are made in Heaven"

I say , Such pairs coerce the Heaven embrace the Earth.

Maybe the bodies are destined to go a day in equanimity,

But,the souls,undoubtedly,would keep meetin' till INFINITY!

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Let's buy a "LIFE" before "DEATH" !

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INNOCENCE stands personified when a Human Being is

left with no more masks to wear !

SMILING is Easier

Without apprehensions and intuitions
Forgetting each n every limitations
When you peep into thou soul touch deeper
SMILING,for some reason...evokes out Easier !!!

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I wish to be the BEST when it comes to Laughing on mYself !

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Time To RebooT.....

When Our EGO gets as tall as our ARROGANCE !!!

"SHE" is Precious !

 

" Well, I should have been expected to post this one few days back on the eve of Woman's Day. And, I was almost certain to do so. But, then my Heart left two questions for my Mind to be answered.Firstly, is it worth circumscribing the very essence of womanhood onto a single day? Secondly, and more importantly, have we been able to build a society where we have been able to gift even a single day of unconditional Happiness to our women? My Mind could reply nothing except for just standing in Silence ! "

March 8,2014

...A Strong Feeling of Resentment and Abjection crept into my mind . It was much more than just shocking to hear the tragic stories of the victims of molestation and barbarism on the TV Show "Satyamev Jayate" a few days ago ! I could sense a shiver confluent in my body then. I stopped watching it after finding myself surrounded by feelings of utter disbelief and abhor! I turned on my pc to find something peaceful to deviate my mind. But I could only help myself to hearing a track sung by Swanand Kirkire,"O ri Chiraiyaa"!  The words were stingy. And, then I told myself....swaying away can never be an option .

So,today I have coerced myself to pick up my notebook and pen to unveil my thoughts for the "SHE". The "SHE" who is the HARBINGER of human existence on this planet.The "SHE" who is an Epitome of Dedication, Determination and Selflessness.It's an irony that our so-called society led by chauvinists of male ascendancy have never been courageous enough to accept the very existence of the Begetter of the Life itself. The society, since time immemorial has been nothing but a symbol of an institution of fake rules and regulations established by the chauvinists for the mere appeasement of their own shackled and polluted ideologies. The same society, which has been audacious enough to pin down women and prohibit them from raising their voices, has been absolutely "diffident" when it comes to punishing the oppressors and thumping down personified barbarism. So, basically it is a group of disillusioned fanatics claiming to be the torch-bearers of human civilization. 

If we deeply think over, we would deduce that irrespective of the fact what role is to be played, the life of a "SHE" is undoubtedly the most pain-staking of all. It takes a lot to be into the soul of a woman. Maybe that's why Almighty bestowed them with the added virtues of tenacity and forbearance.

The off-late heinous crimes against women which are on a soar with every passing moment are just an indicative of the fact how humanity is being disgraced and every limit of brutality is being crossed. And,therefore it's high time now,the diseased souls deserve to be dealt with sternly. This Society needs a "Catharsis" and every "SHE" has to gear up and be bold enough to decimate all such rubbish and crap which intend to molest her feminism.I would just end up with this thought,"Hold your Patience only till you realize, it's Time to Go for the KILL"
Remember...you're truly "PRECIOUS" n deserve to be "REVERED" !!!

("Few words to ponder over...")

Kuch Bandishein thi, Kuch Saazishein thi

Kahin Dil me Chhipi Kuch Khwaahishein thi

Woh Kadwee Haqeeqat jo Bayaan hone ko thi

Use dabaati Daraavni-si kuch Aahatein thi

Woh Ek Kali hi toh thi jo Khilne ko thi

Phool bankar Khushbu Bikherne ko thi

Woh Ek Panchi hi toh thi jo Udne ko thi

Aasmaanon se Gufta-gu Karne ko thi !

Par Shayad Woh Insaan kabhi Insaan na tha

Uska Aqs toh Hoobahu Haiwaan sa tha....

Darzaa Ek "Devi" ka Khuda ne jise tha diya

Us Khuda ko bhi us Shaitaan se Sharmsaar hai kiya

Woh Ek Cheekh us Rooh ki, jo Khamoshi hai todti

Woh Bheegi Aankhein, jo ek Sawaal hai puchti

"Ki Kyun ye Dard Khuda hamein hi hai dijey"

Aur Maange hai Yeh Dua..."Agle Janam Mohe Bitiya Naa Kijey" !

Par Rukna Teri Kismat nahi ho sakti 

Tu Ek behti Nadi hai,tu Kabhi theher nahi sakti

Un Bandishon ko todna abhi hai Baaqi

Un Saazishon ka Khaaq hona bhi hai Baaqi

Us Haiwaaniyat ko Bepardaah karna hai Sareaam

Jo Khwahishein thi dabi-si unhe bhi dena hai Anjaam

Maana Door Talak jaana hai, Yeh Safar nahi Aasaan

Par tu bhi hai Ek "SHAKTI", Zara khud ko Pehchaan !!!

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Something that always deserves a look out for.....
"INSPIRATION" !

......A Lost "SMILE" !

"CHILDHOOD"

...the Sweetest,the Unadulterated and the most Innocent part of our lives !

...when we were the truest of us and way beyond all lies,aspirations or avarice !

"The only thing that could sadden us was our Broken Toy,could make us cry were the Bleeding Knees,could  leave us excited us was Riding on a Swing and could turn us happy was the Cuddling of our Mothers .The selfless thoughts of helping a friend made us feel proud !"

Maybe the "FEAR of NOTHING" kept us going !

~ But as they every beautiful phase has a Culmination...so has it !

The urge and the never-ending desire to find "BIGGER" Happiness has kept us aloof to even think about the "SMALLER" ones which were so dear to us once....But there are times when we get dejected of this stereotyped LIFE of adulthood and feel forced to cherish those moments .Well....this rhyme is nothing but a small dedication to that SILENT KID in all of us which has lost its Smile somewhere in the course of heading forward .

"Let's keep making Endeavors to Conjure that Smiling One back into the Business of our LIVES !

The Night was Unsettled

So was I......

Both of Us finding it touch Harder,

For the SLEEP to come by !

The Reason was yet to be Ascertained,

And its Solution still to be Invented.

Settling onto the scores were "Me n She(night)"

"Who Left us here where We least Expected to be ??"

Gazing out of the Windows into the Sky,

And intruding into some of the Thoughts inside,

I could see Millions of those Twinkling...

Asking myself..."When did I last count them without my Eyes Blinking?"

Perhaps the Darkness and Eerie of the Night made it clear

The very Nostalgia of "A Lost Childhood" cultivated this fear

However the Endeavor to counting those was yet again Futile

Still I could find myself ending up with a SMILE..... :)

For maybe I'd helped Myself.....

To Coercing some of my Barren Thoughts turning back Fertile !!!

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Never let your EGO transform into something ......

"LARGER than your LIFE" !

A Call From My Heart II : "yOu in mE "

Heart, as the Science explains, does the function of circulation and pumping of blood. Still, it's no secret that there are quite a few amazing things the heart does for us which are still inexplicable. For me, it has been the sole and honest companion for all the years since I gained consciousness.It has been the witness of all what I have been through.Maybe it is quite much aware of the fact the way I am ! So, time and again, whenever I am in a state of melancholy,it silently calls to me from inside and whispers a few words of consolation and at times even explains the reasons for why I shouldn't feel perturbed.In return, I have a few words to exchange with it too. Those maybe either regarding what am I feeling inside or to what do I need to do to get over the things I can't evade ! Like two of the closest friends ,we have built a strong nexus and keep working upon to let it grow even stronger with time . Sometimes consoling , sometimes opposing ! But, the best part is none of us has ever been ignorant or insignificant to one another.

There are many a times when we are through tough times, feel like turned upside down and that's when we seek for its help the most ! It sincerely explains that..."Mate, It's time to head for a Voyage....A VOYAGE to Re-discovering Truths of Life !" I would ask for the way to do it..And guess what , it would leave me with the most stringent of the ways to go about it. It would assert  "If you want to know the Truth, Let the MASKS Fall ...And when you would get to know the same,You will find yourself set FREE.It will gradually help you out to "Rising Above Hate" !"

Like anyone of us, I still have many aberrations in me.Thankfully, my sincere heart keeps reminding me of those from time to time and thus aiding me to bringing out a better HOMO SAPIEN out of me.

"All Regards and Indebtedness to....my HEART, for always being there for me, in me !

THANK YOU MATE.....Keep Calling !!! :)

A Rhymic Conversation : "You in Me"

The Words were Silent yet Eyes could speak

But there was Noone to let those sneak

....Sooner a VOICE whispered from inside

"Always here to accost & help you decide !"

'The Perplexed Me' wished to inquire of this Intrusion

As to Who's the Creator of this Involution....

Who's this Unknown invading this Silence outside

And endeavoring to assuage the NOISY ME inside

It Replied..."Well, A Voice intended to make you remind

I am just the "YOU in ME" that echoes from behind

Giving you all the Liberty and License to complain

And sharing all your Joys n Sorrows without restrain"

"I am the one listening to you with all the Alacrity

Admonishing and Cuddling without losing equanimity

Following you anytime anywhere like a Shadow beside

They named me "Heart" ,I just call myself "A Friend For Life !!! "

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Paint your DREAMS on a larger CANVAS

Let them go BIGGER n HIGHER...!!!

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Friendship supersedes Love even in the number of characters it can hold together !

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Real BEAUTY is the one personifying ELEGANCE without Contriving

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STAY within de 'CROSSED LIMITS'

Andaaz....

Kuch Panne the Kitaabon ke...jo Palat diye,
Kuch Maayne the Khushiyon ke.....jo Samajh liye,

Kuch toh aisa un Guzre Palon ne Sikhayaa hoga......
Ki Usne Zindagi Jeene Ke "andaaz" hi Badal diye !!!!

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Whenever Think , Sound like a Writer !

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NOBODY takes you SERIOUSLY until you RETALIATE !!!

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Search for the ORIGIN before heading towards the DESTINATION !

We'll Meet @ INFINITY !

"Infinity"--- Mathematically, it's such a unique entity that has neither been defined nor been attributed any value to it .And the queer yet funny aspect about it is, any well-defined numeral on being added to infinity gets lost in that infinity.Just like a drop of water on being added to the ocean loses its own identity and becomes a part of the ocean itself.

On a qualitative aspect,the only word that could be the least one to define it is "ENDLESS". Looking to it on a broader perspective , we could deduce all those things which are true and serene are endless.Whether it's feelings or emotions , love or devotion ; for each one of those limit does tend to infinity. It's an unventured and unseen destination. And, it was quite a fascination contemplating about two individuals who have never met, decide to meet  at a place called "INFINITY" !!!

Here is it :

A Place where the Dawn meets the Dusk

And the Core touches the Crust

Where the lovely Skies embrace the Earth

And the Silence only that could listen the Worth

We'll be meeting someday

At that Destination.......

The Destination named "Infinity"

Where Noone ever met !!!

We'll have lots to share

With moments of the past to stare

The pains and the miseries we had to bear

And the courage that is left in spare

We'll be talking someday

At that Destination.......

The Destination named "Infinity"

Where Noone ever talked !!!

We'll relish that Peace like noone ever did

Live every single moment like noone ever lived

Holding our Aspirations and Souls with affirmity

And avowing to stay together till eternity

 We'll be dying someday

At that Destination.......

The Destination named "Infinity"

Where Noone ever died !!!

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Let us be given the LIBERTY to choose COLORS for our Lives !

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~"If Excess of Anything is Bad"

....don't know why GOD forgot to follow this "ADAGE" while pouring BEAUTY into you !   #WayToAppreciate

"PARWAAZ"

Jaane Yeh Kaun Tumhe Chukar Guzra Hai
Ki Tumhari Aankhon me Aaj Halka-sa Suroor Hai
Zameen pe Padte Nahi Ab Paon Tumhare
Shayad Tumhe Ab Aasmaan-sa Mil Gaya Hai !

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 Kuch Waqt aur Umeed bachaakar rakho..... 

"Shayad Khud se Kuch Raabtaa Ho Jaaye"!!!

THE LETTER "UNSENT" !

It was 6 a.m. in the morning.The early sunshine promised of the day to be a bright one but for some reason Jay could attribute "a tinge of darkness and gloominess" to it.It was the last day of his college.He looked slightly more than what could be referred to as Being Restless.Maybe he was quite aware of the fact that Time was running out of his hands like sand and yet could do nothing except for just beholding the moments turning into memories.Maybe this one was about to cease.And somewhere down his SILENT mind ,Jay had accepted it too. 

Vidya was special to him.His love for her was more of a True and Selfless adoration.But he could never express his feelings to her.But now this story, comprising of a series of unforced and unplanned sequence of events, was reaching its culmination.And this idea of separation could not let Jay sleep the whole night.Sitting alongside his window that early morning,Jay was feeling bewildered to say the least. Just to end the echoing silence in his room inside,he played on to his favourite track "Phir Le Aaya Dil" in his not-so-smart cellphone.And, no wonder why he could find playing in his mind all those memories from the past till date in a fast-forward mode. His emotions were well in sync with the track.Suddenly, Jay went on to look for a piece of paper as if he made up his mind for something.He took out a paper from his personal diary and started writing.It was a letter addressing Vidya.A letter,which was perhaps now too late to be written to......

Dear Vidya,

You  might find yourself a bit bemused after reading this letter.It's next to impossible that I might get to see you ever in future again after this day. So before leaving ,I just wish to say this to you once and for all.We know each other for some years now and if not the closest of the friends,we certainly have been good ones .I have been honest with everyone I came across.Now that all's done coming to an end, I have something to admit . I have had a long thought over it and concluded that "I don't want to have regrets ".Vidya...Yes,I do love you ! I tried a lot finding anwers to "How" , Why and When .But each time my heart ciphered the brain. All I could deduce was"With every passing moment, I could find myself a whisker closer to you..Maybe it's too late for all this but belive me ,this confession doesn't seek any reply.It's just the one thing I wished to let you know at some point of time.maybe the shackles of doubts and uncertainties took too long to be broken.But Truth has set me free now.Thanks a lot for materializing to me this facet of Life to me.I am not sure how would you react to it but I can be rest assured of the fact that "You will always hold a special place in my Heart".....!!!

The clock was now showing 8:15.Having finished writing it ,Jay got ready to rush to his college.

The atmosphere was far from usual there. Students were busy bidding adieu to one another.But Jay's eyes were in search of Vidya.And soon he could see her coming from a distance.He headed towards her.

"Hey..Vidya,Wait !", Jay called on to her. 

Vidya turned back to greet Jay with a smile.

"So, it's curtains now,right ?" Jay asked.

"Yeah it's a touch sad that we all won't meet ever now but I am happy about the way it's ending for me"..Vidya told.

Jay did not pay heed to what was the "happy ending" Vidya was telling about. It was only the letter which was running through his mind.

"Vidya, I have to say something to you...." Jay was almost stammering while saying this.

"And what is that?" Vidya asked out of curiousity.

"It is........

Hardly had Jay finished saying these words and bringing out the letter,Vidya strolled beside him towards someone standing behind him.

To his utter disbelief, Jay saw Vidya being hugged by a guy.It was Vaibhav,one of the popular faces of the batch.Before Jay could react to it,Vidya went onto explain the whole situtation to him...

"It was quite tough but I had to express it today anyhow to him.And guess what,he accepted it. It does make this end a happy one for me".

Jay felt shocked and speechless for a moment and left his control over that letter which he was about to bring out. He gathered his composure to tell himself..."Perhaps this story was not meant to BEGIN.Let this one go into Silence forever" !

In a low voice,he whispered "Good-bye" to them and turned back to leave

Vidya suddenly recalled of something interrupted ..."Jay,You were about to say something?? "

Jay,with all calmness and brevity replied back, "Some Words Have Greater Impact When kept Unsaid".Just wanted to say "Stay Happy n All the Best, Bye" !!

THE LETTER... eventually did remain "UNSENT" !

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The BEST way to remember anyone is to Try n Imitate to forget the One !

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Those who are not the part of our SADNESS, don't deserve to be a part of our HAPPINESS either !